Why can’t I just be confident and interesting and amazing like the rest of the world?
No really. Why.
The struggle has been to realize that there’s a reason why certain people stay in your life, because they see something in your that you probably never see in yourself and to not back pedal and go back to that comfortable space.
I hate having to constantly silence my demons just to make this work. ‘Cause they’ve been dominant for so long, fighting them is getting harder and harder.